my apology

i enter through the back door 
of your love for me and so
i have to leave earlier 
to make the bus 
to make the train
to make the stoplight to you
is it a joke?
is all that waste? 
i find it hard to believe 
but i see i need to let it
be what it is
what will be will be
always loving 
always will be 
my apology