When You Speak To Me

When you speak to me 
I am faced with 
You very real and proper
Anger mixed with concern 
And yes bio-logic
Which forces me to 
In The Same Breath
Defend Myself 
And take your rage tru
To not let myself 
Off the hooks of your pain
But also
I cannot go to the sea-floor
With you again
Seeing as I had been there
For so very long